Thursday, August 21, 2008

Half Nekkid Thursday


Here's one to open up your eyes....

Friday, August 15, 2008

Happy Nekkid Thursday ( on Friday )

Happy Nekkid Thursday! ( a day late....I hang my head in shame)

T

Monday, August 4, 2008

Lap Dance anyone?

The gentleman's club , The strip club , The titty Bar whatever you wish to call it you probably have one close to home. Have you ever been to one? I have . Yes I will admit it I have been to a few not my first choice of bars but, I have been there.

When I was younger I was not happy when M.T. and his buddies went to a "club". I would think what does he need to go there for? Why does he need/want to look at other women. (immature thinking yes I understand better now) I never understood why someone would want to go look at something you can't have. I 'am not into male strippers. The only way I like to see a naked man standing in front of me is with his tool in hand asking me if I want some! anyway back to my point, M.T. would explain it's just entertainment I'm not going home with anyone he would explain just taking in the sights. Which was true. He never brought a dancer home with him. When he did come home I wasn't exactly waiting with open arms, still I was not angry , I will be honest I was insecure. Then one night I lost a bet and I had to go to a club. My opinion changed after that. This isn't so bad. I was still a little uncomfortable. But M.T. does like to look at beautiful women. No harm in that. He never checks out other women in front of me. Well I have never caught him. He never says things like" is *&%$ your friend with the big tits? "all in all he is very respectful. So I decided to get over it and let him have some fun.
At the "club" I learned the rules; No touching, No going up on stage etc. Seems like a waste of money but, hey what ever turns you on. Whenever M.T went to one of these clubs with his friends I would wind up with a bunch of T-shirts from the married guys who got lap dances. If they went home with the T-shirts their wives would be angry. they always found it strange that M.T. would tell me where he had been and even stranger still I didn't mind.

A Few years ago I threw M.T a surprise party for his birthday. I rented a bus, invited a bunch of male and female friends. I told everyone before hand at the end of the night we were going to a "club" if you didn't like you could stay on the bus or find another way home. To my surprise none of the ladies complained. I think they were all a little curious. I think the guys were happy they didn't have to hide anything." Gee honey we have to go in we don't want to be rude"

I learned a few important things that night. First thing: I was in the ladies room when I few of the dancer came in they said they thought it was great that we came out with the guys. One women said "It's great for you We do the work you get the reward" Then I realized she was right. He will be horny after looking at all the beautiful women I should take advantage and open my ....well you get the picture!

Second thing I was okay with the women onstage. I actually picked up a few moves. I realized that in a strip club yes it is okay to look. You don't have to feel guilty.

Third thing: I was not okay with the lap dance. M.T. ask one of the dancers to give me a lap dance. I was uncomfortable Do I look, do I not look. Am I supposed to be complimentary? after a few seconds I asked her to finish in front of M.T. Oh that did not sit well with me. It was hard to watch. For some reason I could not handle the dancer that close to M.T. I was jealous. I don't think he noticed it bothered me. I was trying hard not to show it. I got over it but I made a mental note not to put myself or him in that position again. It wasn't fair to him. He had done nothing wrong, in hind site it was silly to get upset. But I am human and I realized I have a jealous streak. All in all the evening went well. And no one complained about going to the club . One or two couples actually thanked me. The women understood what went on. In fact the women were so comfortable one or two flashed the crowd on the bus. Yes I did too. One guy actually gave the girls a look at his goods.

M.T. hardly ever go to the "clubs" anymore. damm no more t-shirts for me. I had not been to a club again. Figuring it best If I stay home.

Sat M.T. went out again. We had dinner and went to see some stand up comedy.Before we went home I suggested we go the "Club" next door. I had promised him last week. I would get him a professional lap dance. I never tease, so off we went. I braced my self and decided I would just not watch. Let him have some fun I told myself. Everyone deserves time off for good behavior. He should be able to look. After all this time he should be able to look at another naked body.

So we are in the club for a few minutes I realized I was more comfortable looking at the women on stage. I was very impressed by one dancer who pulled herself all the way up the pole about 8 feet Then, she slid upside down back to the stage. I 'am pretty athletic but, there is no way I could do that.
Even though I 'am fairly comfortable in my own skin now, I don't think there is anyway I could dance naked in front of a room full of strangers. I have to give the dancers a lot of credit.

I turned to M.T. and asked him "what's it going to be Blond Brunette Big tits or small? You have a room full of women to pick from."
Before he could answer a petite and pretty brunette came up to me introduced herself as Haylee and asked if I wanted anything. I declined and turn to M.T. "Honey Haylee would like to know if you would like a dance" big smile on his face "Sure"
I thought he might pass on her. Her body type was similar to mine. I thought he might go for something completely different tall blond big chest. but he seemed pleased.
I prepared myself to look in another direction when she opened his legs and stood between them. I didn't, off came her top and she began to move. I continued to watch. This time the smile that spread across M.T.'s face did not bother me. She continued to grind up against him. and I was OK. He was still smiling . I was sitting just a little behind them so I did not have to make eye contact with either of them. I was glad he was enjoying it. It' didn't turn me on but it did make me feel uneasy either. i was glad he was happy. When Haylee was finished I handed M.T. the money. We both thanked her as she walked away.
We watched the dancers for a few more minutes then M.T. asked if I was ready to go. I was indeed ready.
In the car on the way home M.T. told me he wanted me to give him a lap dance when we got home. I told I would be happy too!
I was wearing a denim skirt that barley covered my ass tank top n bra and a black lace thong. a good outfit for a lap dance.
once at home M.T. went and sat in a lounge chair on the patio. It's good chair for a lap dance . It is long enough for me to slide down him without hitting the floor.
My thong had been removed in the car. So I was free to begin. I had once again picked a few moves at the "club " and was eager to try them out! I began my bump and grind. Big big smile on M.T.'s face. I pulled my top down and gave him the titty rub on his head. At one point I pushed myself up using the arms of the chair. Swung one leg on each of his shoulders. so his face was between my legs I leaned back and slide down the length of his body. when I reached his feet I flipped over and slide up his body stopping to give his cock a little attention! Back on my feet I turn so my back was facing him bent over and grabbed my ankles and gave my butt a shake. I continued my routine until M.T. order me into the bedroom.

I didn't get twenty bucks for my effort but I was well rewarded!

Are you in favor of the lap dance? Can you watch your partner getting one? Can you handle having your partner watch you get a lap dance? Do yo prefer the professional version or do you like them in the privacy of your own home?
I would be interested to hear your thoughts on the subject.
Enjoy!
A New trainee

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Half Nekkid Thursday

Jeez, Thursday comes so quickly. Here is a little treat for both you and the wonderful folks at Tits For Troops ( here http://titsfortroops.net/) and of course our brave men and women of the armed forces.

T

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

TGIF part2

After what felt liked an eternity M.T. returned.



"I'm going play for awhile maybe take a few pictures You don't mind do you?" he said


"Okay" was all I said. My mind was whirling Play for awhile what could be next? I was eager to find out but a little nervous, I had never been bound for so long before without being able to touch him in some way. But then I remember hadn't I always wanted this... to be his desired toy someone whom he could do anything with. Someone who was willing to to please him in any way. Yes Yes I thought Please play with me I am ready!


I felt his hand slide between my legs. He rubbed my clit and slide his fingers into me. His hands were so warm against me. "AAHH that feels nice" he said

I realized being blindfolded I was not distracted by anything. The sight his hands moving over me. I was not staring longingly at his body. I was able to concentrate on the experience itself. The extremes of his warm hands versus the cold chain. I was lost in the the sensation of how everything felt.


Something cold and hard touched my thigh.


He moved my legs further apart. Then something cold and hard touched my clit. In one swift movement the ice cold dildo slide into to my pussy. My hold body spasmed. I moaned loudly.

"does that feel good?" " Ugghhh" was all I could reply through my heavy breathing. Good would have been and understatement. He would take the dildo all the way out and slide it back in.He continued doing this for quite a while. I could not stop cumming, my thighs were soaked. He held the dildo inside of me for a few moments. As he did this I heard the hum of the camera. Then he stopped using the dildo and gave my clit a lick. I was trembling and moaning.



He came and stood behind me. Kissing the back of my neck. He felt so warm. His kisses almost burned. He pressed his body against me from behind and whispered into my ear



"Do you know way you like all this?" he asked


"Because I'm a cock slut" was my replay


He wrapped his arms around me as he thrust deeply into my slick pussy and said "Yes"

M.T.'s cock pressed against the walls of my pussy. He felt so filling. After having to wait for days for him, it was incredibly satisfying to have him in me. As he thrust into me he removed the chains from my body and freed my hands, he took the blind fold off as he withdrew. The sudden rush of light and the absence of him inside of me was disorienting. I stood dazed for a moment not knowing what to do next.


" Go up stairs and get on your knees I want you to suck my cock then you can join me in bed"


I walked out of the room. I was breathing hard and shaking from the excitement. Trying to focus on my instructions.


I was on my knees with my mouth open when he came into the bedroom.

M.T. stood in front of my with his cock in his hand . I was hungry to suck him. I slide him into my mouth all the way. sucking hard swirling my tongue around his shaft I went up and down.

He told me to stop but I kept going for a moment longer. He felt so good in my mouth. I wanted to make him feel as good as I felt. He pulled himself away and went to the bed. I stayed on my knees until he told me to join him. I again went straight for his cock. licking and sucking. I was getting all the way down my face pressing against his abdomen.


"Come up here and fuck me" he instructed.


I climbed on top of his hard cock and slowly lowered myself down. Wanting to feel every inch go in. I squeezed hard when I had him all the way in. He moan an threw his head back. I moved slowly at first. Even though I was dying to ride him hard. I began to increase my speed. Animalistic might be a good way to describe the way I rode him. I was ridding him hard and fast he was coming up off the bed to meet me. The room was filled with the sounds of skin hitting wet skin and my grunts & moans. I felt his body tense I began to kiss him. When he came I squeezed him tight with my pussy until his orgasm subsided. It was an electrifying feeling.


I cleaned both of us a bit. I thanked M.T. He told me he wanted to wake up with his balls in my mouth. And of course that's what I did. It was a great way to start a new day.





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Monday, July 28, 2008

TGIF Part 1

Sorry it has taken me so long to post this. It has taken me a few days to process all the new experiences I enjoyed on Friday.
Two quick notes First: We had not had any kind of physical contact for 48 hours. Nothing from Tues until Friday Night! I thought I was being punished but I learned later My trainer decided since we had some much uninterrupted time together on Fri and Sat. why not wait. Easy for him...He doesn't have to follow the no touching yourself rule. Which I might add I have been following. Unless other wise instructed!

Second I am getting tired of typing My Trainer every five minutes I will now refer to him as M.T.

I spent as much time naked as I possibly could on Fri.,per our agreement. I did enjoy time in my back yard in the sun relaxing and I had a chance to do my nails. I love my privacy fence. Late afternoon is the perfect time to take in some fresh air and sunshine with out getting burned.
Around five we dressed for and early dinner. M.T. looked delicious. He has a body that looks just as good dressed as he does undressed. 6'2 muscular with out being bulky. Great shoulders and Legs, nice firm ass.Very handsome indeed. He was casual in a gray short sleeved linen shirt with tee underneath and cream colored linen pants and sandals.
I wore my new bra and a lace thing under a white tank top that buttoned about halfway down top three buttons undone and a blue and white pin stripped skirt that came about mid thigh. wedged open toed sandals. I carried a faded blue oxford with me to wear in the restaurant. I should note that you could see trough the tank top. my nipples were visible considering I was wearing a shelf bra. also my nipples are dark. I don't usually go out of the house like this but what the hell I can be a little daring!

M.T. chose a nice Italian restaurant in a trendy upscale part of town. Lots of shoppes and eatery's within walking distance. We have eaten there before. We decided to order appetizers instead of full meals . soup and two appetizers were more than enough for two people. we had a nice relaxing meal. After we went to a nearby bar to have a drink. I am not much of a drinker a little wine sometimes with dinner usually half a glass. A nice malt beverage on a hot day. Two drinks in my max. after that I get sloppy. On Fri. I had my first martini, It was a Dirty Vodka martini with three olives. New bar new drink. I enjoyed the drink and M.t.'s company but not the bar itself to hip and trendy for me. We decided to go to another bar. This bar always has a good Blues or Jazz band playing. I ordered another drink and listen to some very good jazz. M.T. ran his hand over my legs. I was ready for the check. After about three songs I finished my drink and I asked if we could please go home. He said sure. I was relaxed happy and a little buzzed and very horny

I was wondering what was up when we passed the turn to get to our house. M.T. said he wanted to take me shopping. HMMmm I thought it late there is only two types of stores open this late 24 hour grocery stores and adult stores. He did not appear to be hungry. He reached his hand all the way under my skirt pulled on my thing " That needs to come off" he said I quickly obliged. I tossed my Oxford and my thong into the back seat.

I walked into the store wearing a shirt that left nothing to the imagination and I was not wearing any underwear another first for me. I believe I looked like a perfect cock slut.Both the employees of the store were male and much to my surprise we were not the only shoppers.
We made a couple of selections and went on our way. I was impressed with my self I was able to go shopping with out feeling the need to cover up.

On the way home we passed a few strip clubs (not some of the citys best) M.T. mentioned that it had been awhile since he had had a lap dance. He suggested stopping I declined I did not want to go to one of these clubs, I told him another night we would go to a better one.I promised to give a lap dance at home.
Once we were home I cleaned the new toys and poured myself a half a shot of vodka. I put the shot and one of the new toys in the fridge. Yes on purpose. The new toy is a glass dildo. I read once that the interesting thing about a glass dildo is they hold temperature. You can warm them or chill them. I chose to chill it.
M.T. was waiting for me on the patio. It was a gorgeous night warm with a slight breeze a few stars . He told me to take off my top. He said he really liked the bra. I also removed my skirt.I began to give him a lap dance. I really worked it. He was sitting in a lounge chair. which is perfect for straddling and sliding down the entire length of his body.
when I was finished he told me to go up stairs get the bed ready. He also told me to get the toy box an meet him in the basement. I did as I was told.

He open the toy box and removed the blind fold. He placed it on me and told me to get on my knees and suck his cock. I was so willing to comply. I began to lick him from bottom to top. at the top I took him fully into my mouth. I was able to get him all the way into the back of my throat. It felt so good to finally taste him. He withdrew from me and help me to my feet. I heard the sound of Velcro being opened, which only means one thing, the restraints. He placed the restraints upon my wrists and ankle and told me to take a few steps back. He then bound my arms to and exposed overhead beam. I am a little short so I had to stand on a folded rug. this was new. I was filled with nervous excitement.
I could hear the sound of chains jingling as he got out the other new toy. A Y chain . He attached the chain which has adjustable clamps to my nipples and my clit. The chain was cold and heavy. I have never been bound and chain in a vertical position before. even the slightest movement cause the chain to tug at me . I was so excited my thighs were wet.
M.T. began to gently stroke my body. kissing me on the lips running his hands down my sides and between my legs. the combination of being gently touched while bound and chained was intoxicating. He would give the part of the chain closest to my nipples a tug sending a slight ripple of pain through me them. Then he would cover my nipples with his mouth. He would tug close to my pussy then lick my clit. The cold of the chain against the warmth of his tongue was almost unbearable. yet I didn't want him to stop. He did this for several minuets. tug, caress, tug then lick. He didn't say a word he just kept touching me. I could not see him. I felt his body pressing against me. I felt his stiff cock brush my legs and ass. I wanted to be able to touch him with my hands . I wanted him inside of me. I felt his warm breath on my neck. His lips moving over me. I can't say I had one giant orgasm instead it was more of a constant state of ecstasy. It was a completely new feeling a balance between pleasure and pain that had my head swimming. Every part of my body was tingling.

Then he stopped and move a way from me .
I couldn't speak head still swimmng. There I was blindfolded, bound and chained.
"I will be right back" he said I heard him walk up the stairs. I heard the fridge door open

Suddenly my mind began to work. I forgot about the first toy, a question popped into my head
" HOW LONG HAS THE DILDO BEEN IN THE FRIDGE?"

Part 2 coming soon