Thursday, July 31, 2008

Half Nekkid Thursday

Jeez, Thursday comes so quickly. Here is a little treat for both you and the wonderful folks at Tits For Troops ( here http://titsfortroops.net/) and of course our brave men and women of the armed forces.

T

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

TGIF part2

After what felt liked an eternity M.T. returned.



"I'm going play for awhile maybe take a few pictures You don't mind do you?" he said


"Okay" was all I said. My mind was whirling Play for awhile what could be next? I was eager to find out but a little nervous, I had never been bound for so long before without being able to touch him in some way. But then I remember hadn't I always wanted this... to be his desired toy someone whom he could do anything with. Someone who was willing to to please him in any way. Yes Yes I thought Please play with me I am ready!


I felt his hand slide between my legs. He rubbed my clit and slide his fingers into me. His hands were so warm against me. "AAHH that feels nice" he said

I realized being blindfolded I was not distracted by anything. The sight his hands moving over me. I was not staring longingly at his body. I was able to concentrate on the experience itself. The extremes of his warm hands versus the cold chain. I was lost in the the sensation of how everything felt.


Something cold and hard touched my thigh.


He moved my legs further apart. Then something cold and hard touched my clit. In one swift movement the ice cold dildo slide into to my pussy. My hold body spasmed. I moaned loudly.

"does that feel good?" " Ugghhh" was all I could reply through my heavy breathing. Good would have been and understatement. He would take the dildo all the way out and slide it back in.He continued doing this for quite a while. I could not stop cumming, my thighs were soaked. He held the dildo inside of me for a few moments. As he did this I heard the hum of the camera. Then he stopped using the dildo and gave my clit a lick. I was trembling and moaning.



He came and stood behind me. Kissing the back of my neck. He felt so warm. His kisses almost burned. He pressed his body against me from behind and whispered into my ear



"Do you know way you like all this?" he asked


"Because I'm a cock slut" was my replay


He wrapped his arms around me as he thrust deeply into my slick pussy and said "Yes"

M.T.'s cock pressed against the walls of my pussy. He felt so filling. After having to wait for days for him, it was incredibly satisfying to have him in me. As he thrust into me he removed the chains from my body and freed my hands, he took the blind fold off as he withdrew. The sudden rush of light and the absence of him inside of me was disorienting. I stood dazed for a moment not knowing what to do next.


" Go up stairs and get on your knees I want you to suck my cock then you can join me in bed"


I walked out of the room. I was breathing hard and shaking from the excitement. Trying to focus on my instructions.


I was on my knees with my mouth open when he came into the bedroom.

M.T. stood in front of my with his cock in his hand . I was hungry to suck him. I slide him into my mouth all the way. sucking hard swirling my tongue around his shaft I went up and down.

He told me to stop but I kept going for a moment longer. He felt so good in my mouth. I wanted to make him feel as good as I felt. He pulled himself away and went to the bed. I stayed on my knees until he told me to join him. I again went straight for his cock. licking and sucking. I was getting all the way down my face pressing against his abdomen.


"Come up here and fuck me" he instructed.


I climbed on top of his hard cock and slowly lowered myself down. Wanting to feel every inch go in. I squeezed hard when I had him all the way in. He moan an threw his head back. I moved slowly at first. Even though I was dying to ride him hard. I began to increase my speed. Animalistic might be a good way to describe the way I rode him. I was ridding him hard and fast he was coming up off the bed to meet me. The room was filled with the sounds of skin hitting wet skin and my grunts & moans. I felt his body tense I began to kiss him. When he came I squeezed him tight with my pussy until his orgasm subsided. It was an electrifying feeling.


I cleaned both of us a bit. I thanked M.T. He told me he wanted to wake up with his balls in my mouth. And of course that's what I did. It was a great way to start a new day.





We are still discussing which pictures will be posted

A few updates

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Monday, July 28, 2008

TGIF Part 1

Sorry it has taken me so long to post this. It has taken me a few days to process all the new experiences I enjoyed on Friday.
Two quick notes First: We had not had any kind of physical contact for 48 hours. Nothing from Tues until Friday Night! I thought I was being punished but I learned later My trainer decided since we had some much uninterrupted time together on Fri and Sat. why not wait. Easy for him...He doesn't have to follow the no touching yourself rule. Which I might add I have been following. Unless other wise instructed!

Second I am getting tired of typing My Trainer every five minutes I will now refer to him as M.T.

I spent as much time naked as I possibly could on Fri.,per our agreement. I did enjoy time in my back yard in the sun relaxing and I had a chance to do my nails. I love my privacy fence. Late afternoon is the perfect time to take in some fresh air and sunshine with out getting burned.
Around five we dressed for and early dinner. M.T. looked delicious. He has a body that looks just as good dressed as he does undressed. 6'2 muscular with out being bulky. Great shoulders and Legs, nice firm ass.Very handsome indeed. He was casual in a gray short sleeved linen shirt with tee underneath and cream colored linen pants and sandals.
I wore my new bra and a lace thing under a white tank top that buttoned about halfway down top three buttons undone and a blue and white pin stripped skirt that came about mid thigh. wedged open toed sandals. I carried a faded blue oxford with me to wear in the restaurant. I should note that you could see trough the tank top. my nipples were visible considering I was wearing a shelf bra. also my nipples are dark. I don't usually go out of the house like this but what the hell I can be a little daring!

M.T. chose a nice Italian restaurant in a trendy upscale part of town. Lots of shoppes and eatery's within walking distance. We have eaten there before. We decided to order appetizers instead of full meals . soup and two appetizers were more than enough for two people. we had a nice relaxing meal. After we went to a nearby bar to have a drink. I am not much of a drinker a little wine sometimes with dinner usually half a glass. A nice malt beverage on a hot day. Two drinks in my max. after that I get sloppy. On Fri. I had my first martini, It was a Dirty Vodka martini with three olives. New bar new drink. I enjoyed the drink and M.t.'s company but not the bar itself to hip and trendy for me. We decided to go to another bar. This bar always has a good Blues or Jazz band playing. I ordered another drink and listen to some very good jazz. M.T. ran his hand over my legs. I was ready for the check. After about three songs I finished my drink and I asked if we could please go home. He said sure. I was relaxed happy and a little buzzed and very horny

I was wondering what was up when we passed the turn to get to our house. M.T. said he wanted to take me shopping. HMMmm I thought it late there is only two types of stores open this late 24 hour grocery stores and adult stores. He did not appear to be hungry. He reached his hand all the way under my skirt pulled on my thing " That needs to come off" he said I quickly obliged. I tossed my Oxford and my thong into the back seat.

I walked into the store wearing a shirt that left nothing to the imagination and I was not wearing any underwear another first for me. I believe I looked like a perfect cock slut.Both the employees of the store were male and much to my surprise we were not the only shoppers.
We made a couple of selections and went on our way. I was impressed with my self I was able to go shopping with out feeling the need to cover up.

On the way home we passed a few strip clubs (not some of the citys best) M.T. mentioned that it had been awhile since he had had a lap dance. He suggested stopping I declined I did not want to go to one of these clubs, I told him another night we would go to a better one.I promised to give a lap dance at home.
Once we were home I cleaned the new toys and poured myself a half a shot of vodka. I put the shot and one of the new toys in the fridge. Yes on purpose. The new toy is a glass dildo. I read once that the interesting thing about a glass dildo is they hold temperature. You can warm them or chill them. I chose to chill it.
M.T. was waiting for me on the patio. It was a gorgeous night warm with a slight breeze a few stars . He told me to take off my top. He said he really liked the bra. I also removed my skirt.I began to give him a lap dance. I really worked it. He was sitting in a lounge chair. which is perfect for straddling and sliding down the entire length of his body.
when I was finished he told me to go up stairs get the bed ready. He also told me to get the toy box an meet him in the basement. I did as I was told.

He open the toy box and removed the blind fold. He placed it on me and told me to get on my knees and suck his cock. I was so willing to comply. I began to lick him from bottom to top. at the top I took him fully into my mouth. I was able to get him all the way into the back of my throat. It felt so good to finally taste him. He withdrew from me and help me to my feet. I heard the sound of Velcro being opened, which only means one thing, the restraints. He placed the restraints upon my wrists and ankle and told me to take a few steps back. He then bound my arms to and exposed overhead beam. I am a little short so I had to stand on a folded rug. this was new. I was filled with nervous excitement.
I could hear the sound of chains jingling as he got out the other new toy. A Y chain . He attached the chain which has adjustable clamps to my nipples and my clit. The chain was cold and heavy. I have never been bound and chain in a vertical position before. even the slightest movement cause the chain to tug at me . I was so excited my thighs were wet.
M.T. began to gently stroke my body. kissing me on the lips running his hands down my sides and between my legs. the combination of being gently touched while bound and chained was intoxicating. He would give the part of the chain closest to my nipples a tug sending a slight ripple of pain through me them. Then he would cover my nipples with his mouth. He would tug close to my pussy then lick my clit. The cold of the chain against the warmth of his tongue was almost unbearable. yet I didn't want him to stop. He did this for several minuets. tug, caress, tug then lick. He didn't say a word he just kept touching me. I could not see him. I felt his body pressing against me. I felt his stiff cock brush my legs and ass. I wanted to be able to touch him with my hands . I wanted him inside of me. I felt his warm breath on my neck. His lips moving over me. I can't say I had one giant orgasm instead it was more of a constant state of ecstasy. It was a completely new feeling a balance between pleasure and pain that had my head swimming. Every part of my body was tingling.

Then he stopped and move a way from me .
I couldn't speak head still swimmng. There I was blindfolded, bound and chained.
"I will be right back" he said I heard him walk up the stairs. I heard the fridge door open

Suddenly my mind began to work. I forgot about the first toy, a question popped into my head
" HOW LONG HAS THE DILDO BEEN IN THE FRIDGE?"

Part 2 coming soon

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Half Nekkid Thursday II


Well, the votes on the poll are still being tabulated, but it seems clear the runaway requests are to see more of anewtrainee bound. Give the public what they want, thats our motto....imagine the fun I had with this !
T

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

A quick note

I have been waiting three weeks for a new shelf bra I ordered to arrive. I finally received it to day . I think it was sent by Pony Express. My Trainer told me he wished to see me in one awhile ago. I do enjoy granting his wishes!

I am saving it for Friday night. We have a three day weekend starting 7/25. . Unfortunately we have many boring and necessary things to get done on Sat and Sun. However Friday is just for us! I can't wait. Friday 's plans are in my Trainers hands. I' m sure it will be a good time. I will keep you posted.

Thanks to all who have commented on this blog. It was a big step for me to stat writing it and post pics. I have never been much of and exhibitionist. But I guess I am starting to loosen up .
I actually started this blog as a a diary for my husband so, we could remember some of the fun. I didn't think anyone else would stop be interested in reading it. I am glad you did . I am pleased you are enjoying too. Thank you for the encouragement.

I believe more pictures will becoming soon.( Well that's what I have been told anyway!)
Peace
A New Trainee

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Sat. losing control

Well I waited for Sat. It was a long day . I was kept out of the house for most of the day. to many boring errands that had to be done. So I had very little contact with The trainer until Sat night.

I chose to wear two nipple chains connected together forming a Chain the shorter of the two chains has sting loops I put this chain on my nipples. the longer chain has clamps I placed one in the middle of the short chain and the other and I clamped to my clit. I covered myself with a sarong and went to find him.

He was watching a Jena James movie when I entered the living room. I jingled a little when I walked. He complimented me on my outfit and immediately told me to take it off. He was quite surprised to see what I was wearing underneath the sarong!. "mmm I like that " he said as he reached out and gave the chain a tug. which sent a ripple of pleasure trough my entire body. He began to cares me all over. He told me to sit on the couch. He said he need to get closer to inspect my "outfit " .

He knelt between my legs and began licking me as he to gently tug the chain. It felt so good. he slide two fingers inside of me. licking as he did so. He then proceeded to work a finger in to my ass. I nearly came. the sensation of being simulated in in every way all at once was almost to much for me.

I have a tendency to cum quickly. I have been working on keeping control. To prolong the time it takes me to cum. which is no easy task . My trainer is a skilled and gifted lover. I have been trying to remember to ask permission before I cum .

After a few minutes of joy. My Trainer got up from between my legs. He pulled his pants down as he sat on the couch. He began to stroke his cock. He told me to sit on his lap. Holding his cock in the perfect position for me to mount him. I began to straddle his cock so we would be face to face . I was told to turn around.
I mounted him with my back to him. he felt so good sliding slowly into me. my chain have been removed. with my feet flat on the floor I began to work myself up and down his entire length. squeezing on the way up and releasing on the way down. I began to increase my rhythm. he was moan. I rode him like a race horse. I was breathing hard ,Trying not to cum and loving every minute of it . And enjoying every inch As he thrust deeper. Again I was dizzy with excitement and my legs were begging to tremble. He slowed me down and told me to go upstairs. I didn't want to stop.

Once upstairs he told me to suck his cock. Which I was more than happy to do. Sucking his cock made me more wet and excited. He told me to climb on top of him facing him this time. I was grunting as i work his rock hard swollen cock back into my wet throbbing pussy.
he began to play with my tits with on hand and he slide a finger into my ass with the other. I was struggling to remain in control.
He looked me in the eyes " Do you know why you like this ?" he asked working his cock and finger into my holes.
Because I'm a cock slut " I answered unashamed.
"YES you are" He said Trusting hard and deep into me

Then I lost control. I came with out permission. I soaked him all the way down to his balls.

He thrust wildly into me I could feel him explode. It was wonderful.

It took me several minutes before I could move of of him. I thanked him. I apologised for not asking permission before cumming. He said he will make not of my mistake. And then he kissed me gently.

I'm not sure if I am introuble for losing control. He seemed well satisfied before he feel asleep.

Caught with a hand in the cookie jar....


A little fun with photoshop and anewtrainee.
T

Saturday, July 19, 2008

I can not tell a lie Part 2

On Fri I was summoned up stairs. I immediately went up to find My Trainer standing naked with his cock in his hand. I fell to my knees and began to lick the entire length of it. As I slide him into my mouth. He grabbed the base of his cock and began to move it around in my mouth"did you do your homework yesterday?"mmmnnoophmm" was my reply It is difficult to enunciate when your mouth is full of cock. "Is that a No?" I shock my head no. Gazing up at him I could tell he was not pleased. I tried to continue to give him a nice sloppy satisfying blow job but the mood had changed. He firmly placed his hands on my shoulders and began to thrust into my mouth.I open my mouth wider and tried to suck him as he thrust.I was holding on to his hips. He began to thrust his cock deeper into my mouth.He was pushing himself all the way into my mouth. I began to choke on it a little. Ttwice I had to grab hold of his cock to catch my breath. His was fucking my face fast and deep. No completely unsatisfying but it was not what I was expecting. and I was still trying to give good head. My face was touching his lower abdomen as he came all the way in the back of my throat. I licked the cum from the tip of his cock and Thanked him.

I knew he wasn't done correcting me just yet.

When I finished showering later that night I returned to the bedroom to find him lying on the bed. I dropped my towel and knelt beside him on the bed. He began to gently caress my body It felt so good. I was trying not to get to excited. I knew he would not let me cum. He told me to lay on my back hands over my head. I did As I was told. I also know not to move my hands when I'm in this position unless instructed to do so. He then left the bed. He handed me a blind fold and told me to put it on.
Blind fold in place, I was on the bed hands over my head legs slightly spread. I began to feel his hands all over my body again. Stopping between my legs to rub my clit. For a brief moment his tongue licked my clit. I could hear him stroking his cock as he did this. I was so wet. Then a dildo found its way into me. Slowly working in and out of me. He slide the dildo all the way into me and then told me to squeeze it out. He did this a few times. Then he lifted the blind fold and told me to take the dildo. I began to slide it into myself he was watching me play with myself as he jacked off. He came all over me. I was so hot and wet. But the fun was over. He cleaned himself off. lied down and got ready to sleep. I cleaned myself and the toy up returned to bed swollen with excitement, hot and wet. I again Thank him and tried to get comfortable next to him. After several minutes of me tossing and turning. he asked what was wrong
"I'm horny and not completely satisfied " I said He said I could take care of it.
I declined.

Yes I was ready to burst but I decided to wait for Sat. I knew my punishment was over and delaying my orgasm would make the next night even better.

I will let you know if I was right!

Friday, July 18, 2008

I can not tell a lie

Well I was asked this morning if I did my homework yesterday. The answer was no. I am awaiting my punishment. I know it is coming I just can't imagine what it may be!
I will let you now.

I would like to thank everyone for their kind words on my pics. I was very nervous about posting them. Thanks for putting me at ease.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Our first Half Nekkid Thursday post!!!!!!
(imagine a confetti and ballon drop right
about here)





Well, wadda ya think?
T


Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Last Night





Last night....


T

Monday, July 14, 2008

Sat part 2

My trainer,My husband whom I loved and trust deeply knows my boundaries. while we are expanding our horizons so speak, Her respects my boundaries as he respects me.



That being said I want to express my feelings on what I consider for myself to be acceptable pain . This will become relevant later on and in future posts.



I enjoy a few painful but mostly enjoyable acts.



the first is a spank on my ass. this is not at all painful, it is surprising and playful.



Having my nipples pinched or given a little tug is also pleasing for me.



sometimes while rubbing or sucking on my clit he will stop and give it a tap or a flick with his fingers. this is an enjoyable sensation and usually slows my orgasm down.



Last is ass play My trainer will insert a finger or a medium sized anal pug occasionally while he is playing with my pussy. This drives my crazy. the sensation is incredible to me while its slightly painful at first but then becomes very enjoyable. Every once in awhile we engage in anal intercourse. As I have mentioned my trainer is well endowed, so accommodating him, even though I am begging for it is both a bit painful and totally blissful at the same time.



For me anal is an act of submission and trust. I trust him to proceed gently until a comfortable rhythm is established for both of us. He has never failed to do this.



For me it is the ultimate act of submission. which I find emotional and physically satisfying.



When his cock is in my ass I am fully and freely surrendering to him. It is a wonderful feeling.













Part 2



I have to enter the living room to offer myself to my trainer. I see his eyes widened as I enter the room. He says he likes the outfit I have chosen. He asked me to turn around. He runs his hands over my legs. He tightens the restraints on my wrist then tells me to go back up stairs.



Once up stairs he begins to run his hands all over my body while kissing me. he unties the top of my dress and plays with the hearts hanging from my nipples. he reaches down and unties both the strings on my hips, my dress falls in two pieces to the floor. he turns me around and I face the bed, he frees both my wrists, he sees the tattoo, he says it is sexy. He tells me to get on my hands and knees on the bed. He then proceeds to to run his hands all over me . His hands feel so warm. my skin tingles under his touch. he steps a way from me for a moment. when he returns he places a lubed finger against my tight anal flower. after a few minutes of this I feel the tip of the anal plug press into me, I hold my breath as he gently works it all the way in. I am going crazy I am so wet. He then tells me suck his cock. I turn and sit on the edge of the bed, as I do this it adds pressure to to the plug, I moan. After only a few short minutes of licking and sucking his lovely cock. he stops me but joins me on the bed. I am allowed to continue sucking. He feels so good in my mouth. I am working my mouth up and down his entire shaft. getting him as far down my throat as I can. As I am doing this he his working the plug in and out of my ass. It is incredible. He withdraws from my mouth. and tells me to get on top of him and fuck him. I hate to stop but I want him inside of my wet pussy.


I am aching for him.


I straddle him with the plug still firmly in place. It is pure ecstasy. his cock his so thick and stiff. I feel it pushing against the walls of my pussy I begin to ride him from top to bottom squeezing him on the way down and releasing on the way up. he is kissing me deeply as he presses the plug and his cock deeper into me.


I am on the edge. I beg him to please let me cum.


My wish is granted as he thrusts hard into me. my orgasm is intense ,I squeeze him hard as I cum. My whole body is one huge rolling orgasm. As I finish, he lifts me off of him him. He has not yet climaxed. I am on my hand and knees . my knees are drawn up to my stomach my head is resting on my arms. my ass is in the air. It is a position similar to that of a deep bow.I am dizzy and breathing hard from such and intense orgasm I have never had one like this before. As he begins to move off the bed he removes the plug. I am left for a moment to try to collect myself. I am so over come with the sensation of joy I can barley move. He returns to the bed and gets between my legs . I feel his rock hard erection begin to press into my ass. He is so large, swollen and stiff I 'm not sure I can take him . He proceeds slowly, a small wave of pain washes over my entire body which is still reeling from my orgasm. It is followed by what feels like a thousand tiny jolts of electricity. my mind is reeling ,half of me is saying I can't take any more pleasure your , the other half is saying fuck me and hard. I breath deep and empty my head and surrender myself to the moment . When I do this I can feel him with every part of my body. I am able to slide and meet his gentle firm thrust. My ass is stretched wide to accommodate him. I feel his breath on my back, his warm hands on my hips. He stops moving .I hear a soft groan escape his lips and I can feel his cock spasm inside me as he cums deeply inside my ass. It is a beautiful feeling I am so overwhelmed. My mind is swirling and my body feels completely satisfied. I can not move as he gently and slowly withdraws. I am in the same position for several minutes before I can lift my head and say Thank you. He smiles and kisses my head. I don't remember moving or falling a sleep. I think I may have passed out.



I think he liked my outfit.

Later tonite......

T

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Well,

This has been a very interesting couple of months.

We are not what many of you might consider hardcore. By that I mean that there are couples out there who enjoy a dungeon scene, or sado-masochism. Nothing wrong with that, it makes for interesting reading!

We have been married for a long time and have been very happy.

As far as our sex life goes, I know that we have been trying to please one another for as long as we have been together. Sometimes, that means trying something new or asking for something from one another. For the most part we have been successful. Hell, even the slight failures have been fun!

A few months ago, we started playing a new 'game' "WHO'S IN CHARGE"

We took turns dominating one another and providing service without question in the bedroom and beyond for a night or two.

As for her part, she would have me prepare her bath, wash, dry and lotion her skin, all while wearing a tight cock ring she had picked out for me.

She would lead me to the bedroom and proceed to instruct me as to how to fulfill her desires and needs. She always let me take my cock ring off and cum. ( such a good girl!)

A few other nights I played the role of Dom. It started off on both of our parts as pretty tame stuff, 'lick me here', 'suck on this' etc.

Then something began to change. We both noticed that we fell into natural roles.

I felt comfortable not asking for what I wanted or expected, but telling her what I expected.

She felt more at ease, more relaxed, not having to be concerned if both of us were satisfied. Or if anything we were doing or she wanted was 'weird'
I simply told her. "Yes, that's it..." or " No, you have to do this , this way."

And she happily obeyed.
We found common ground.

I enjoy being able to steer the course of of our sexual relationship and provide her with the ability to let her desire blossom and the release when she needs it.

I'll leave to her to continue to tell the story in detail. ( That makes good reading also!) I've never been much at erotica so I'll leave it to her.

I have been taking a look around the blog world and noticed some very honest and erotic blogs out there. I linked a few here ( hope nobody minds )
In keeping up with the blog world I'll be posting a few pictures of anewtrainee in the next day or so, so be sure to check back.


T



Saturday, July 12, 2008

Saturday Night part 1

Today I have asked if I may please pick my outfit. My Trainer agrees to allow me to do this .

One of my hobbies is sewing I am pretty good. I have mad a special out fit. It Looks a bit like a Greek dress. I have chosen sheer material that you can see through.The fabric is cream colored and looks good against my tanned skin. the dress consists two strips of material sewn to the waist. Each strip only covers each breast and ties at the neck. my chest and stomach are exposed.It is backless to the waist. The top is sewn into piece of material that covers only about 6 inches between my legs in the front and about 8 inches of material covers between my legs in the back. The Skirt goes all the way down to my ankles.The front and back of the skirt are tied at each hip by thin strip of brown leather.
I have chosen to wear non piercing nipple clips the have gold hearts at the end of a piece of gold sting. they attach to each nipple with a loop of string. I have also placed a temporary tattoo on my tail bone .It is a tribal design measuring only about and inch and a half in length . I have put on two beaded ankle bracelets. I take the wrist restraint and bind my hands .

Now I will offer myself to my Trainer ....

Part two coming soon,perhaps my Trainer will post part Two

Transformation

I used to come home and just put on any old thing when I returned home after work not caring how I looked as long as I was comfortable. Not any more...It has become my custom in the past few weeks to make sure I am dressed in an pleasing fashion. Per my instructions I no longer wear a bra or panties in the house. Unless otherwise instructed. I have placed all of my lingerie and more reveling clothes in one draw. I told my trainer where they are so he can select any outfit he desires me to wear. often I find an outfit waiting for me when I arrive at home. As I enter the house I look forward to seeing what clothes are waiting for me. As if it may be a window into the mind of my Trainer and what delights are waiting for me later on.
It is becoming increasingly difficult for me to be comfortable with any kind of clothes on in his presence. I so desire to feel his skin against mine. My thoughts are constantly turning to him and I how I may please him in anyway he desires. Pleasing him has become so satisfying for me. I long to hear his moans and watch his face as he climax's,to feel his body tense and then relax it is a beautiful thing.
I have realized this person has been inside of me for a very long time. It feels so good to release her. To be able to express my wants with out being embarrassed. to enjoy being bound at my hands and feet. Please play with my ass or Please let me suck your cock it makes me so wet. I used to feel awkward when my trainer would star at me. Now I look back place my self in a provocative position and watch as the lust builds in his eye.
Last night waiting for me was: a black crotchless strapless fishnet bodysuit and a dark pink mini dress it comes about mid thigh and slit up to both hips, black platform heels .
I stood in front of him with my hands behind my head legs slitghtly aprt. He told me I looked nice and began running his hands up and down my my legs. Then he looked directly into my eyes and asked"Do you like being a cockslut?" Yes was my answer. And I ment it I am transformed I am his cockslut and I love every minute of it.
I was then led to the bedroom and I learned what he had in mind when he chose this outfit.
He allowed me to suck his lovely cock for just a few minutes and then bound my hands to the headboard. Hesaid he had been wanting to do something for a long time and it was going to take a while.
We Have a toy box it hold the restraints , lube, dildos, vibrators and an anal plug or two. It turns out He wanted to play with every toy in the box.
He stared with my favorite dildo. He began sliding it into me while he rubbed my clit. It felt really good. I squeezed and release it as if it were my trainer inside of me. He enjoyed watching that. then he moved on to a vibrator.
normally not my favorite toy, They are to loud and make me cum way to quick. however there was something about him using a vibrator on me that was a turn on. This vibrator has a little nub on the top that pressed and vibrates against my clit. I almost climaxed but I begged for a moment to catch my breath. He used on more vibrator for a few minutes( I had forgotten we owned so many toys)
Then he inserted a small anal plug and left that on my tight pink hole. Again I had to fight not to cum.I enjoy it so when he plays with my ass. Then he reach in for the big boy. It is a dildo that is about 11inch long and 4 inches wide.
I trembled, I am used to my Trainers member which and I'm not lying is very large but this toy is something else and not a toy for the faint of heart. Honestly it feels good every once in a while to be stretched wide.
He coated big boy with lube and slowly began to to slide it into me. "You can cum anytime you want" he said with the anal plug still inside me he worked the massive dildo in and out of me I could barley breath.I was filled in both holes, just when I thought I couldn't take any more he started sucking my clit. I exploded with the most intense orgasm. My whole body was shaking. It took me several minutes to recover. He untied my hands and I begged to suck him off. He told me No I had had enough for one night. I hated to leave him erect . He said he was fine all he wanted was to play with all the toys and see me pleased.
I am a lucky girl
I hope to be able to give give my Trainer huge amount of mind blowing pleasure through out the day today.

Friday, July 11, 2008

My Big Reward

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Thursday, July 10, 2008

oops I forgot my home work!

Well all was going well until I didn't do my home work correctly,two days in a row. the first day I only wore the balls for an hour and a half figuring I would have time to make up a half an hour later in the day. I didn't make it up. when my trainer asked I was honest figuring he would understand. He reminded me it was to be at least two hours a day . The next day I left the house without my assignment entirely. I would do it when I got home. I got home and the first thing my trainer did after giving my a long kiss was slide his hand in my pants. He was expecting to find a slick pussy with a string to give a little tug too. He was disappointed and not to pleased either. "What I'm I going to do with you" he asked. I suggested a verbal warning and asked if I could please suck his cock. No was the answer to all of the above. I spent a few hours wondering what was in store for me later. I was taken to the bedroom that night kissed gently, he ran his hands and mouth over my tits. I moaned I love it when he touches me. His hands went between my legs rubbing my clit. He slid a finger into my very wet pussy"squeeze and release "he whispered into my ear. I did as I was told" ahh that's nice "he said I thought I'm off the hook maybe he won't fuck me but he will let me suck him off. I was told to get on the bed and put my hands over my head. He spread my legs and knelt between them pinching my nipples and rubbing my clit as he began to stroke himself. He looked so good kneeling above me with his cock in his hand. Then he told me to get up and get my favorite dildo and the lube. I retrieved my favorite dildo which is shape liked a real dick and only slightly smaller than my trainers cock. I returned to my position on the bed. He again got between my legs so I could not move. Then he put some lube on the dildo. He tapped the head of dildo on my clit. I was going crazy. He then slide the the head of the dildo into my wet pussy, just the head and told me to squeezed down and hold it there. If it slipped out he put it back in place and told me to hold on to it. He then proceeded to lube his cock. It it was slick and ridged I wanted him inside of me. He began to jerk off while kneeling above me. I this find very sexy.The agony of watching him and not to be able to participate.He knew I was going crazy. Occasionally he would use one of his hands to brush my clit. Not enough to make me cum just enough to drive me crazy.I realized this was my punishment for not following the rules. There I was lying with my hands over my head spread eagle dripping wet holding just the tip of my favorite toy in my pussy as he came on the top of my pussy tapping my clit with his cock as he came. He got out from between my legs pulled out the dildo and asked me if I wanted a towel. I told him I would get it and I thanked him correcting me. I have not neglected my homework since that night. In fact I am doing my homework right now. I was rewarded last night for my good behavior. More on that later ...

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

My first post

recently my husband told me he would like me to become his cockslut intrigued I asked" whats a cockslut " he said he would like me to desire his cock in my mouth my pussy or my ass at times.
easy enough I thought i already am horny for him 24/7. I of course agreed, thus began the training . here are my rules
First no jacking off,
second I must ask for what I want, for example' may I please suck your cock 'or 'may I please cum'.
and of course we must not forget to say thank you.
I may not ask him what he wants I only may express my desires.
He has also assigned home work .I am to wear Ben Wah balls around the house or when I am out running errands. for two hours a day to tighten my pussy and to remind me my pussy belongs to him.
easy enough i am willing to accept these terms I had no idea the "training" would be so intense so satisfying so fulfilling.
The first three days I was only allowed to suck his cock not that I' m complaining. I love to suck his cock it's beautiful long and thick. sucking him off gets me so wet it drives me crazy I was blowing him twice a day and begging to do it every time.
this is my favorite way to blow him I like to get on my knees I ask if I may please suck his cock,I part my lips slightly and wait for him to tap my lips with the head of his cock then I begin to lick it from the bottom to the top stopping to suck each ball when I 'm sure every inch is wet enough I take him fully in my mouth trying to get it all the way in. I 'm still trying to get the last inch down. He encourages me by telling me how good it feels and then tells me to get that last inch. I slowly begin sucking as I work my head up and down the shaft. squeezing his balls as I increase my rhythm. I will pause every so often to suck his balls . but if I take my mouth off I will use my hand to slide and squeeze his cock as I suck his balls. I return my mouth to his rigid cock increasing the tempo so he is fucking my face. as he gets ready to cum I press my finger into his ass. I am getting better at not spilling a drop of his sweet cum.

Well here it is...........

Just today my lovely wife suggested she start a blog to tell some of her story.

I'd thought I'd help out and get it started for her.....I'll sure I'll be back and post some comments and thoughts of my own.

Anyway, enjoy and please feel free to comment